Does anybody else do this? For a while I was pretty good at blending in with the other "freaks" but I notice that wherever I go I have to get up on some metaphorical podium and make myself the center of attention. It's not even intentional... and I've asked my friends to tell me when I'm "on the podium" so I can quit with the nonsense. I single myself out wherever I go. Even here. I'm not trying to prove that I'm special but I have an automatic desire to make myself stand out like a sore thumb. It might be so other people can't make me stand out first. I don't know. Any thoughts? How can I quit with this charade?
Any help will be apprecited.
I didn't find the right solution from the Internet.